I START PUBERTY IN 2 DAYS :D

ASFDFSFHDJFHKHG;L JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL!

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I START T ON WEDNESDAY OMFG PEOPLE WEDNESDAY THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW MOTHERFUCKERS I START TESTOSTERONE IN 2 DAYS. 2 DAYS. IM SO EXCITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA OMFG!!!!!!

TEEEEESSSSTTOOOOSSSSTTERRRRROOOOOOONNNEEEEE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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edman93:

Okay, so i decided as of the new year 2012, i want to seriously start saving for chest surgery/transition. Now, i can’t sing. Or dance. I can’t run (well not without getting a stitch and having to stop every 2 mins lol) But i can draw. I can draw pretty much anything, ranges from animals, to people, to characters, etc. I’m thinking £15 per A4 drawing, £20/25 per A3 drawing. Black and white is my specialty, but can also do colour pencil, and painting.

Here’s a couple of examples of my work:

I’m not trying to show off or anything, I’m just trying my hardest to reach a life goal i desperately need.

I’m doing this again all summer!! I can do advance stuff for Christmas/Halloween, ideal personal gifts for Birthdays etc.Inbox me here for more info or requests. I will ship worldwide.

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I’ve had a lot of people inbox me saying how happy they are for me getting to start T etc.

I just wanted to thank not only all those people, but all my followers, yes, you, reading this. Thank you. You’re all so supportive, even if you never talk to me, you mean a lot for just being there. This journey isn’t easy, but you’ve all made it a hell of a lot easier for me :) And the people who are still there after a year, you deserve an award :’)

I love you all <3

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16/05/12 

The best day of my life so far :D

So me and my girl went up to London for my appointment and scan. Scan was pretty cool, got to see my hip and spine :P Then went over the other building to see Professor Butler, in the waiting room I saw a transguy I used to go to the meetings with last year, pretty cool to see how he was getting on.

Then came my turn with Prof Butler, and omg, never been so happy in my life :D He basically did a run down of what the effects of T would be, the dosage and all the medical stuff they have to tell you. And he said he’s write a letter to my GP and then she could prescribe it, IN APPROX 2 WEEKS OMFG :O yayayayayayayayy :D I get to start testosterone in 2 weeks. Omg is this real life?!?! Like crazy :’) IT still hasn’t sunk in properly :’) I’ve waited soooo long for this and now it’s here it doesn’t seem real lol. But it is and yaaaaay :D

So then after my appt we went to oxford street and went to all the sex shops :P And an awesome sweet shop that sells American sweets! And primark, where I treated my girl to some underwear :P and i got my nephew some clothes for his 1st birthday next week ^^ oh and awesome superman socks for me :D And I tried on a suit in Burtons and a 36 regular actually fit :O

Then we went to Kings Cross station…..

Off to Hogwarts biatches :P

Haha :’) Then we were soo tired and achey (this was about 9pm) so we got mcds and got the train home.You really underestimate how good a burger can be after walking around for hours all day in London :’) According to Kerry this is my actual jizz face :’)

So yeah, overall, a brilliant day :D I get to start T omg omg omg :D so happy ^^ And i couldn’t have asked for a more supportive girlfriend to be there with me :) I love you Kerry-Louise <3

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Is it normal to be this excited to go through puberty again? :’)

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I can’t believe i actually got through a whole year of uni as stealth.. I’m a bit in shock tbh, the fact I can pass without T etc. Only 4/5 people found out, and that’s through fb/tumblr and me personally telling 3 people. Even the ones who found out never mentioned it again once they found out. It gives me hope :) And confidence.

It’s the first time i’ve gone out into the world as the person I truly am, and not had to face questions every time i see people, not had to explain surgeries, not had to give them my life story, but been accepted as an average guy, and they’ve wanted to hang out with me for me. Not saying anything bad about my other friends, but sometimes it’s just so so nice to get away from being reminded you’re trans, and forgetting yourself.

This year has done the world of good for me, and I’m so glad at how far I’ve come, and I’m so excited for the future :) I know I can do this on my own now, and that I’m strong enough to live my life.

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I’ve made a seperate blog to document everything trans related, so it’s purely a trans blog. I will still post things trans related on here, but that will be my main one for photo’s, video’s etc. It’s basically my T diary, so one day i can look back on it :)

http://edman93-t-diary.tumblr.com/

Check it out if you’re interested :)

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I just found a HUGE benefit for being trans!

So looking at uni accommodation, they have a block with en suites, and the largest room has a full en suit (with a bath) and it’s own kitchen, a double bed etc. I found out not only can I afford that room, but with a letter from my gp, on medical grounds, i am entitled to it.. As i need my own fridge for medication (T and blockers) and i need my own bathroom for self injection and obviously privacy etc, it could get awks sharing a bathroom cause I’m trans, and for my own safety..

I want that room so bad :’) (bedroom 5)

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